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to get calmed down i listen to soothing soulful music. Ususually Death Cab For Cutie or a little Damien Rice.

can someone pleeeeease send me the downoad link for the CFOB mixtape? that would be awesome okthanx :)

writing you a poem. god. i fell hard.

:''''(

aaaaaaaaaah. this is frustrating. i need some really good ALEC/MAGNUS fic like nooooaw :/ but there is none that i can find yet except fr like this one uber adorable fluff ball story xD but if you know this fill me innnnnn please and thanks <3<3<3<3

DNW DNW DNW DNW DNW DNW DNW DNW SOFTBALL TRYOUTS RN. FUCK MOTHER NATURES MONTHLY GIFT, FUCK IT.
school sucks. i also dnw ittttttt. ortho app at some point in the middle of the day, toh. not sure if this is good or bad    ???



still feel rlly sick and gross and throwing up for like 5 minutes strait on saturday nite was so not awesome. i should milk i. but........... i prolly won't.

I LOVE YOU CHARLOTTE GAYLORD YOU ARE AN AMAZING HUMAN BEING AND NOW DATING JOHN WINTERS!!!!! FUUUUCCKKKK TO THE YEEEEAAAAUUUUHHHH!!!!

check his music on mysace its awesome<3
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i started the original fiction story of starting over and learining to love yourself and let love in. The prtagonist is kinda shaodwed on me, so its going to be a personal peice. An hopefullymy first full novel. It'll be shorter, though.  Maybe. But heres my goal word cunt:  80,ooo Thats a lot but im going to work really hard on this.

i'll keep you posted on where im at, and any writing pointers you have would be great. thanks guys, you're epic <3

so...heres where im at:

Novel Word Count

Current	511
Total	80,ooo?

i have a new luch table with mellissa audrey and ryan. so happy about this.

decided this weekend that iadore Anberlin.

I realized it been about 2 months since i've gone a day without wearing a bow in my hair. /o/

i just edited the shit out of my mysoace page.

my school can read my myspace/facebook whenever the hell they want. fail.

i still love my new phone.

i wish i could put apps on my iPod classic. also fail.

i love chocolate.

i had raviolis for dinner. they were fab.

i want to go spend about $500 on fueledbyramen.com

i can't.

three weeks until i visit my sister at college.

two weeks until kaitlin and i go on a huge shopping spree at the portland mall while spending 70% of our moeny in hot topic.

i still need to find a semi dress. fuck my fat tummy.

when is lexi coming up this summer? must find out. (psgirrrrllll text por favor i lost my phone and need yo numbah <3)

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PLEASE GO CHECK MY FRIENDS SONG ITS REEEAAAALLLLY GOOOOOOOOD!

I ALREADY LOVE TRINNY AND SUSSANAH THEY ARE FABULOUS AND BRITISH AND WHAT MORE COULD YOU ASK FOR?!?!?!? EXACTLY. THEY ARE AMAZING. <3.

HELLLLP! i need some help with my world histroy project! we are donig a trial about genghis khan and guess what...im genghis khan! so i need to write my affidavit by friday and i need ideas of what to write about. oi have to show him as a good person anbd so it must be good things please and thank you

:)

"unrequited love. for those of us who fall in love alone."


been there. done that...


OH WAIT! THAT'S WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW!

OH FUCK.



check out his song. its called 'so surreal' by of the essence. myspace it. <3

listening to Midtown and the maine. putting up posters and such on my wall/cleaning lmao my english paper on Night sucks ass :[ but itll pass.. lol


and here take some pictures from last night <3





and this one just makes me laugh. then die. the resurrect and laugh some more.


and this ones adorable :']



and for lexbug cause her and ian are both adorable people <3

Bill Gates :)

Julia Raoberts :)

and Annie! (yes from the broadway paly/movie annie the orphan :P)

please HELP ME!! im looking for a fic. a particular one. i dont remeber the title. but uts a ryden fic. i dont even remember if it was chaptered or s/a. this is so sad. but i remeber the basic plot. one if them (i cant even remeber who) is blind but we dont know that at first. i think its ryan. then he meets brendon at a party but this kid doesnt realize ryhos blind. later find out it was a bleach incident. yeah. but he always sits in the park under a tree on  bench and he can coun the number of steps from place to place and shit. so yeah i remeber the stroy but not the title and idk if its in my mes but u have like 300 strories on there so yeah hard to find it anyway. but yeah if you could help thankies <3333

my english paper. fuck it. topic: musical artist. holy shit panic at the disco my paper is 8 fucking pages! what the hell is wrong with me? it only had to be 3!!!! and its veeeeerrrrryyyyyy short compared to how long i really wanted to make it with all the info i have stored handily away in my brain :( blame my boring summer LMFAO @ my life :'/  so yeah in total with all other shit its 12 pages boohoo!!!


omg i fell this morning in the parking lot at school. my dad blames my shoe so fuck him. lol. my hand is now very owey and bruised :( i gotta refill my meds tomorrow :(

not funny neal saw me fall this mornig walks by, stops and points at me and starts laughing. so i punched him later when he was still laughing about it. seriuosly though wtf i hate winter :(


OMG LEXI UR PRESENT IS FUCKING AMAIZNG I FINALLY GOT IT! <3

mmmkay. so i saw twilight today. negl. it wasnt that good.i actually read the book a long time ago? before it was a fucknig cult hit. so its weird for people to be so in love with it now. im like you only liike it cause its popular. but w/e. so anyway can soemone tell kristen stewart that the world wont burn is she smiles? fr srs. lol i like her, tho. just not in that movie :(


and now i get to go babysit unti 1 in the fucking morning! gahhh FML.

leave me love <3

JUST SAW THIS!!!!


Pick 10 people and give them the "you make my day" award in no particular order. If you're picked, you are charged with picking 10 of your own (unless you've already done it).


um.....i dont even have 10 friends on lj? im not even gunna embarass myself with failed links, so here goes?

( the freinds who bring on teh LAWLZ. )
so yeah postage! gonna go read/hw/present shopping :DD

<3 you all!

Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ, or link to this post (it'll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.


so.....these are my 10 christmas wishes.

1. letters/christmas cards because the're awesome!

2.MUSIC! it is a love-love relationship!

3. new converse!!!!

4. to go to NY and give lexi like the BIGGEST FUCKING HUG IN THE UNIVERSE.

5. christmas phone calls

6. socks.........um....wtf? yep! knee socks with crazy shit on them!

7. more band shirts!

8. a charlie the unicorn stuffed animal. does that even exist??

9. L-O-V-E.

10. a ryden sex tape basically numero 4 but lexi comes to maine and escapes her family for a week!


EDIT: to get in touch with me on the off xhance you care, just send me a message on here <3